She Cannot Be The One

I see her every day. So I confirmed her whereabouts last night. She said since she's going to change her position in her workplace, she had to work extra hours to hand over documents to the next person in charge. I asked, 'What time did you get back?' 'It's 8:10.' Since we don't live together, I have no other way but to believe in her say. I hugged her strongly saying 'I felt jealous, jealous, jealous, jealous..repeatedly.

At least I know it's bad to have desire to monopolise someone whom I love. I learned a lot how I couldn't monopolise my love through experience, so I let her go, let her go wherever she wants.

I just don't know her whereabouts tonight too. It's sad for us this is the way our relationship keeps on. Here in Japan, pretty women are very rare, so they are liable to have lots of seduction from attractive guys. Here in Slashdot, we have no section to show our photos, so I can say in various way.

I watched her image in my mind closely. She cannot be the one I am anxious about.