Reproduction, Pleasure, Pornography
2005.07.22 1:46

Otter, Thank you for my entry in your friends list.
Since I started my writing carrier too many years ago -thirty years probably, I have been carefully tried to evade too much sexually explicit expressions.
Sex is a solemn fact no one can deny, in our daily life it certainly exists. But it is often told too many times as a part of pornography. Pornography is to arouse our superficial sense, so some people might consider it as indecent, obscene, just inappropriate to deal with in serious debate, journal, etc.
But believe me, sex means first of all reproduction of another life through two gametes meet. Pleasure with it is subjective truth. We humans happen to be a subject of two gametes unification, so in porngraphic point of view, it only sheds light on pleasure two gametes might feel through assumptions we have in our sexual activities. But strictly speaking we cannot be a master of two gametes unification, through assumptions we tend to believe we can feel the same pleasure we have in the case of our unification, but it's never possible for us outsiders to be the ones who actually had unification. When we talk about sex as a biological fact, it is absurd for us to feel it connotes sexual titilation we as a subject are liable to feel.
That said, it always follows danger to deal with sex in explicit way, when I wrote 'having date & insemination' the description of the record of date (or night ) to 'inseminate'. But in insemination probably all the livings unmistakenly feel 'pleasure', but again believe me this pleasure is nothing but a subjective fact each individuals might have felt, but it has nothing to do the fact that the reproduction takes place through sex regardless of whether there's pleasure among those who involved or 'Not'. This might be gong to be just an excuse though, when I wrote that JEs I was about to be mad by overwhelming delightfulness -we can get another life through love. In spite of its indecent nature of those descriptions, I wanted to write down for the record of proof of our love -total unification of two gametes. In insemination, always pleasure follows but the meaning of insemination is much more than the pleasure, what are they?, they are responsibility, obligation, duty, promiss, eternal love, relationship and marriage in the end.
By the way, for the first time since my JE started, one name disappeared from my fan's list. His name is Otter. Judging from his JEs, comments, he is a man of decency and integrity. I just feel regret losing his readership in my JEs. If he felt disgust my sexually too much explicit descriptions, I just feel very sorry to him.
As a sign of gratefulness, I keep leaving his name in my friends list.
Thank you for my entry although it passed.