Last smile -my interpretaion No.2
2008.06.28 1:14
(3)>Other way from Fate Line then
Get away from sorroful wind

The Fate Line is a result of his dying already. She wanted to try thinking about the other possiblity of his alive. She wanted to get away from her sorror directly facing his death. This passage is based on such a hypothesis.

>You show last smile in front of me
whenever I want to be childish.

But actually he was not there. He presented himself only in front of her in her image. She wanted to rely on him whenever she was to be childish.

>Your style is as you only keep on looking aside.
Oh playful far-sighted loser

As opposed to her positive attitude for everything, he was rather a quite negative man. His attitude was always look-aside beside her. He didn't decide on anything, only he just decided to get away from this world. She said he was a loser who only saw this world playfully, far-sightedly. He didn't see this world as serious as she did.

(4)>Though I want to see you, but go away.
If I still want to weep, anyway

She woke up from her fantasy. She has to admit he was alreay gone. He is not here though she wants to see him and she wants to weep beside him.

>Even though I am eager to go on a trip, you show the last smile in that world.
Setting memory go away.

'Go on a trip' is euphemism for 'die' in Japanese , and 'that world' means the world crossed over the Styx in any language. This passage shows how her feeling swings. She found she was unable to do anything without him, although she had half a mind to go on a trip she found no one but herself. She noticed he was showing his last smile not here in this world beside her but there in that world. This passage shows how desperate her feeling is. She thinks she has to say good by to memories already fading away.