The First Night

On the 24th of May we finished four times course of brush-up our carrier seminor, at 4 in the afternoon all attendants dismissed. We both started walking to the station, we took a train for Hakata, where we took off the train. The time was about 5 o'clock. We took bus for the centre of the city -Tenjin and we got off there before 6. Firstly we went to Starbucks coffee, then we went to eat some supper at a restaurant, she ordered pasta, pizza and iced tea. I forgot what I ordered. Then we went to Early Believers to have some drink. The time was 7:50. After we left there I asked her if we go to hotel. She said 'isn't it too early?' We met on the 12th of April, 26th of April, 10th of May, 24th of May (this day) -just four times, and I said, 'If we hadn't relationship, we would keep on being alienated.' She kept silence, we took taxi for a hotel. It was 8:20. After just an hour we spent in a hotel we left there for a station. She took Shinkansen at 10:05.

Such a very short hour I was unable to get upright, but I tried to attribute my failure to her pointing ' you seem not prepared yet ' suggesting she is the one who fails to get wet. But she said 'it's you who are not yet prepared. I am fully OK.' She showed very insight to see through my nature. Because she had already known it, I recovered my confidence. I needn't have hidden my cowardness any more, I was able to get upright. I was able to make love to her, I made it. I have to add here that I had been unable to have it during my twenties.