Sorry

Sorry

Current mood: anxious
Sorry for not posting here. Sorry for those who watched my blog -nine people indeed. I am not stable right now.
I've got a girlfriend who lives in a different city than here. She's coming to my house once in a week by train or bus. In a train it takes only 19 minutes. But in a bus it takes more than 1 hour and 30 minutes.
Ah...long distant love. It takes 2050 yen in Shinkansen. It takes 1000 yen in a bus. Because she lives with her 17 year old daughter, she can't have me stay in her condo.
My mind is fluctuating a lot, and I have been unable to find a 'way out'.