Inspiration

There are some very ordinary blog written by very ordinary mind. But I feel just sick and tired of reading their insist, because their idea is nothing particular. It doesn’t make it easy for others to get to know me, or at least that side of me.That's just your belief. In my mind, you are just in order. People in general are chaotic, so they can't understand cosmos like you. As for inspiration, I'm not sure where I get mine. It's a little bit hard to explain. There is a border between self and others. I also talk with double meanings at times. For example, where?